1.29.2008

Goals For 2008!

So, I finally made a list of goals for 2008, and here they are:

*read through the entire Bible
*go deeper in intimact with God through:
-worship, prayer, and God-Time
-cultivate more hunger and passion
-be more consistent in my God-Times
*always be reading a book
*start and end each day on my knees and in complete surrender
*increase trust with God and people
*memorize more scripture
*cultivate a position of leaning and total dependency on God
*spend more time with family and friends
*join the Desperation Internship
*create a fasting schedule
-NO food/media on wednesdays
*to always look for the good in people
*bring at least 1 person to Christ
*to be more bold and live outside of my comfort zone

AMAZING Tribe Meeting... 1/27/08

The other night I went to my small group/"tribe" meeting! It was the first time in a long time where I wasn't the only student to show up, there were 4 of us. It was great to have that group dynamic...even though I loved my one-on-one time with Aly. Anyway, we talked about Psalm 84 and it was really great to hear what God was speaking to all of us.

In verse 10, it says: "Better is one day in Your courts than a thousand elsewhere; I would rather be a doorkeeper in the house of my God than dwell in the tents of the wicked."

This is what GOD spoke to me:
"Do you really believe this? Your time belongs to me and you must get to the point where you are willing to sacrifice anything to spend time with me. I want your time and attention, I long to be with you and speak to your heart. Allow me to speak and pour out my presence and Spirit, don;t limit me because of time. Rather, surrender your time to me and experience a deeper presence than ever before."

Then, our leader, Aly, washed all of our feet and prayed for each of us individually. That was one of the most incredible things that anyone has ever done. Our leader humbled herself and showed how much love she has for her girls by serving us. I felt such an immense love and life just surround me and it took all I had not to cry. Her prayers are so powerful, yet so simple. Everyone always wants to show their authority and superiority, but she made herself nothing in service to others. It was a beautiful thing.

1.24.2008

New Favorite Song!

Jared Anderson- "Relentless Pursuit"

You amaze me,
others think I'm crazy.
But I have found a joy that will last.

You have changed me,
others think I'm crazy.
But I have found a joy that will last.

My heart is for You, I know it.
And Your love draws me close, I feel it.
And the times when I'm without faith;
You are in relentless pursuit of my soul.
You are in relentless pursuit of my soul.

I'm wholly devoted,
and not just a token.
I'm whole but I'm broken, Lord.

1.23.2008

Really Good Scripture!

Romans 8:38-40

"For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord."

God Helped Me Overcome!

*I was hopeless and in the pit of destruction, but God helped my overcome.

*I was paralyzed by fear and anxiety, but God helped my overcome.

*I was bound by the chains of addiction, but God helped me overcome.

*I was infatuated with the opinions of the world and the need to please people, but God helped me overcome.

*I was insecure, but God helped me overcome.

*I was filled with anger, bitterness and hatred, but God helps me overcome.

*I was consumed with the ways of the world and in perpetual sin, but God helped me overcome.

*I had no one that I could trust, but God helped me overcome.

*I was empty and wanting purpose, but God helped me overcome.

*I was consumed with pain, but God helped me overcome.

*I was dependent on myself, but God helped me overcome.

THIS IS MY STORY OF OVERCOMING, WHATS YOURS?

"Overcome"

"Seated above, enthroned in the Father's love.
Destined to die, poured out for all mankind.

God's only Son, perfect and spotless one.
He's never sinned, but suffered as if He did.

All authority, every victory...is Yours.
All authority, every victory...is Yours.

Savior, worthy of honor and glory,
worthy of all of our praise. For You overcame.

Jesus, awesome in power forever,
Awesome and great is Your name. For You overcame.

Power in hand, speaking the Father's plan.
You're sending us out, light in this broken land.

We will overcome,
By the Blood of the Lamb and the word of our testimony.
Everyone, overcome!"